Saturday, April 01, 2006

So much time, so many things to do, so little energy, so many blessings

I keep telling myself I will get more done - but the energy is just not there. I've heard it said "you can always find time for the things you really want to do" - but with MS or chronic fatigue there is no finding the energy, you do a little bit and rest a lot and then try to do a little bit more, eventually if you are determined you get it done. The hardest part is knowing you won't get as much done in the whole weeks as you used to do in a few hours. But what am I saying - God is so good. I talked with my children and grandchildren this week along with many friends - what more is there. I collect dust - so as long as it doesn't trip me or intervene with the wheel on my chair it is there to be enjoyed (if you would like to enjoy some - I will gladly share, but you'll have to come get it yourself). I probably have a lot of other stuff around that I would also gladly share.
Speaking of God being good - He has sent me the most beautiful bouquet of flowers, purple, yellow & white crocus with a red hyacinth - and there is evidence of tulips and daffodils to be delivered soon. They just make me smile and fill my heart with joy to look at them. I have so much time that I can enjoy them - I pray you can take the time to enjoy God's gifts.